Coma patient

Does anyone else feel like their in a living coma? I know it can't just be me that thinks this. Most days I feel as if I'm just living and not truly alive. Following the herd on a daily bases.
I've grown up, to an extent, like I've reached adult hood and just stopped. There are people out there who are leading big lives. To put it in perspective, they are the leading role in a movie and I feel like an extra. How sad is that? To not only just be alive, just existing is all I seem to do.
Leave school, go college/university, get a job, start a family, die. Ok that's us in it simplest form, it's sad. I can't help but feel angry and frustrated about this fact. What pisses me off just as much is that I watch other people just getting on with it, like it should always be this way. WHO FUCKING SAID IT SHOULD!!!!
We all are living coma patients, we aren't just told what to do or think or even say, we're fucking lead there, just like cattle to be slaughtered. You want to know the worst thing? We let it happen, the only choice we seem to want to make is that we want to be lead about.
I'm not trying to put words in anyone's mouth, and I couldn't care what people say about this. I'm under no illusion that anyone reads this. But for those who found this buy mistake, I hope to piss you off or have you agree or disagree, it shows me there are other people out there who have at least one free thought.
What are we really? In the grand design of this thing we call life?
What are we really going to leave behind? We don't even know what we are doing.

One thing people do tell you is "life is hard" eh ok, why is it hard? What am I struggling to archive by this labour? Then watch their eyes glaze over, as the relisation that they have no fucking clue.
If you believe you really make your own choices, think about this. Why do you think that someone coined the phrase "step in line" I don't want to be in any line and dragged through a life I'm not really living.

Just look around you, really look. Take it all in, every last bit of it. You will one day wake up and think "what the fuck" With all the money or fame even family around you. Knowing your life has meant shit, is what gets to me the most.

What do we really have at the end of it all, where was we meant to end up?